Sleepy Pleasure

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Walking into the room and seeing her man laying on the bed, stripped bare and sound asleep, she stops and just soaks the sight of him in.   Laying on his back, left leg straight, right leg bent at the knee with his right foot tucked up beside the left leg.  His left hand resting on his chest and his right arm stretched out beside his body.  She watches as his chest moves slowly with his breathing.  Then her eyes travel down his beautiful body, muscles relaxed and his cock, oh that wonderful cock of his, standing proud.

She licks her lips, walks over to the bed and oh so lightly trails her fingers down his arm, chest, hip and legs; down one side and up the other, stopping at his gorgeous piece of manhood she loves to enjoy.  Her fingers make a circle around his girth and she cannot stop herself now.  She walks to the other side of the bed, slips her dress over her head dropping it to the floor, leaving on her bra and knickers.  Sliding onto the bed beside him and reaching for the object of her desire.

Moving her fingers softly at first up and down the shaft and then around the ridge of the head.  There is a slow moan that escapes from his breathing.  With the sound of his pleasure it pushes her on for more.  She leans in and licks the head, rolling her tongue around the tip.  Leisurely taking in the wonderful taste of him.  Lovingly stroking him with her mouth and hand.  Steadily working up to a pace to slowly wake him to the joys she is giving to him.

As she takes her time to bring it to a slightly faster rhythm, she hears his ragged breathing with his slow waking to the pleasure he feels.  Sliding her mouth up and down his swelling cock, she is getting lost in the sensations in giving him this, and is feeling herself as she realizes her own wetness is seeping out between her thighs.

Feeling his hips beginning to move to her rhythm, she takes him deeper.  His hands slide to her head and dive in to her hair, holding her there and guiding her to what he wants and needs.  She chokes and sputters but does not stop, giving him her all.  He finally gives her what she wants and as his release coats her throat she takes it and swallows, not leaving a drop.  She then slides off of him, looks up to his sleepy lust filled eyes and smiles.

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Kat xx

Masturbation Monday

Julie’s First Experience

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Seeing the lovely picture above from Marie Rebelle of Rebel’s Notes, started a story in my head.  It was originally for Masturbation Monday but I was not able to finish it on time.  I’m thinking I may take it further.  Here goes:

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Julie was so nervous.  She had wanted this for so long and now it was finally happening.

Sami, her best friend, set her up an experience she had been wanting for a very long time.  Ian, one of their friend’s older brothers, who was in management at the club, helped as well.  Ian had taken Sami there in hopes that it would make her run the other way.  But when it only set a fire in her to know more and experience it, he decided to make sure that anyone that partnered with her knew he was her protector.

So, Sami knew exactly what Julie was going through in wanting to know more and experience some of the playtimes and/or scenes offered at the club.  After talking to Ian and seeing if he could help, they decided the safest thing for them to do was to have Ian work with Julie initially.  They didn’t have to trust someone else to do it right.  Ian would take it slow and work her up to a limit she could handle for a beginner.

When Sami told Julie about what she wanted to give her, for her birthday no less, she was both ecstatic and apprehensive.  They were sitting on the couch in their apartment with a glass of wine after an early dinner and Sami, after placing her glass on the coffee table, told Julie her news.  Julie slowly placed her glass on the table beside Sami’s, quickly turned to her, then grabbed her hands and said, “Really? You mean it? Oh my gosh! When? What do I do? Who? Oh my gosh!!” and she started laughing at herself.

Sami laughed with her, knowing how nervous she was.  “It’s okay.  Ian has it all planned out.  Since it is your first time, he will be the one to show you around, explain how things are done there and give you your first scene.  If that’s okay with you,” she hesitated, not wanting to put too much on Julie at once.  She had a feeling Julie had a crush on Ian a while back but nothing ever came of it and she never admitted it.

Julie sat there for a minute staring at Sami.  She, of course didn’t mind at all that it would be Ian; was extremely thrilled it would be, actually.  But she didn’t want her friend to know she had been crushing on Ian for most of their teenage lives, and even now, at twenty-five, had that same feeling whenever she was around him.

“Of course that’s okay.  Since I know Ian, that would make me more comfortable, right?” She concluded out loud.

“Yes, exactly.  And Ian wasn’t sure he wanted to trust anyone else with your first time there,” said Sami watching her friend as a multitude of thoughts crossed her pretty face. “You’ll be fine.  And I am coming with you.”

She stood up and took Julie’s hands, pulling her up with her.  “And, surprise! It’s tonight!”  

“What?!?” Julie screeched.

“Yes!  So go get a shower.  I will help you with makeup and I have a gift for you just for this night.  Now scoot!”

She turned Julie and popped her in the butt to prompt her to move.  Julie hesitated one second then took off to the shower looking over her shoulder at Sami who was smiling from ear to ear back at her.  

Sami had taken her shower before dinner so she quickly went to her room and put on her outfit for the evening and laid out the things she had picked for Julie on her bed.  A leather body harness that was similar to the one she had on, a cover that was more like a light, almost sheer dress, hold ups and black heels.  

Once Julie was out of the shower and had dried her hair, the girls helped each other with makeup.  Sami walked with Julie to her room so she could see her reaction to the things she had gotten her.  

Julie walked slowly to the bed and turned to Sami, “This is for me?”

“Yes silly! Now get dressed.  We have an appointment and Ian would not want us to be late.”  Julie hugged her tight and then turned and was dressed faster than Sami thought she would be, seeing how the outfit was different from anything Julie had worn before.  

Sami turned her to the mirror to see how she looked and they both smiled at each other.  They both looked and felt very sexy.  They were ready for some fun.  Holding hands they walked out of the room, picked up the bags Sami had packed for them (change of clothes, water bottle and snacks in each) and were in the cab on their way in minutes.  

They didn’t say much on the way there.  Once they pulled up, Julie took a deep breath and followed Sami out of the cab and to the door of the club,   her body shaking with apprehension.  

Ian met them as they walked in and gave them both a hug.  “Now Sami, I have set you up with Dan and he is waiting for you.  Julie, are you okay to come with me? I will show you around and get you acquainted with the club and how it works here.  I will then discuss with you what we will be doing and make sure you understand and consent before moving ahead, okay?”

Julie nodded and said softly, “Yes, that’s fine Ian.  Thank you.”

Sami gave her a big hug and said, “Have fun, take it all in and enjoy.  Ian will take care of you.  I will see you on the other side.” She gave her a wink and went off to find Dan.  

Julie turned to Ian, seeing a smoldering look in his eyes.  Could it be he felt the same way for her?  “Are you okay? Ready to take a tour?” he asked.  She nodded and Ian led the way.  

He took her around the main floor, showing her the open play room with all the equipment both on the walls and in the middle of the room.  On this floor were the changing rooms with showers and restrooms.  He then showed her the rooms below.  Each one had a door and a monitor for the rooms.  He showed her there are also cameras in each room for safety purposes and nothing more.  He explained that safety for all guests was the main concern over everything here at the club.  Once she had seen the layout and heard about the rules and knew how protected she was there, she relaxed and enjoyed Ian explaining it all to her.  They then sat in his office on the sofa and discussed what they would be doing and what was expected of both her and Ian while doing a scene.  

He asked if she was okay with all he had said and was she good to move on?  She gave her consent and they walked to the room next door to his office.  He had decided a private room was best for her first time and she agreed wholeheartedly.  

He showed her how to kneel in a known submissive form with knees apart and hands resting on the knees, palms up, with eyes down.  He explained there were many different ways a sub shows she is ready and waiting, and she could find all that out at another time.  

“Now, if you are ready, remove your cover and fold it placing it beside you as well as your shoes.  I want you to stand and get on this cushioned foot stool on your knees.  I will put these cuffs on your wrists and hook them to the chain above. Understand?”

“Yes, I understand,” she said.

“Now, one thing I ask that you say when speaking to me in a scene, Julie.  You call me Sir when responding to me.  So you will say, ‘Yes Sir, I understand.’  Okay?”

“Yes Sir, I understand” she responded with a nervous smile. 

“Good girl.” And just with those two words, she felt herself go wet and tingly in her pussy. 

He picked up a crop from the table close to them, which was covered in all types of implements for punishment.  He walked back over to her, popped his palm with the crop, making her flinch.  

“Now we begin.”

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Kat xx

Waking up – FantasySmutFriday

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Here’s this week’s prompt:

“Waking up to the feeling of you”

Submitted by Charlton C. Tod

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As I lay here feeling the warmth of the covers and the body heat from the one beside me, I think of the times when I was not this blessed.  When I would awake to an empty bed with no one there beside me.  When I would dream of one day being with someone I was lucky enough to know and be with.

I wake now to one leg draped over mine, pulling my leg close.  To a foot sliding up and down my leg in a soft lazy caress.  To arms now pulling me in as a caterpillar to a cocoon,  A nose nuzzling my ear and making me shiver from the breath that flows down my neck.

I love the way we are just here, wrapped in one another.  In the touch, the scent, the emotions, the feel.  I love waking up to the feeling of you.

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Kat xx

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Fried Brain

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Well…

My brain just feels fried right now.  Don’t know why.  It’s like it’s turned its creativity right off!  I can’t seem to get anything written so thought I would just type about what is going on, or not going on. Ha!

I guess everyone does this, but it’s very frustrating when you feel like you are just starting to get it.  I think it is so great how many of the bloggers have memes/prompts to help writers and other bloggers work up stories to share.  I know it has helped me.

And knowing this, I don’t want to stop because I can actually see my work getting a bit better.  So, why oh why does my brain feel it needs a break??

Okay, so, I will take a break right now, get some sleep and hopefully get back to it full force tomorrow!! 😉

Muah!

Kat xx

Love to Share – #SoSS

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The longer I am here blogging and sharing with fellow bloggers, and getting to know so many, I am learning so much.  Not only about me and others here, but about my writing and where I would like to take it.  It not only scares me but gets me excited about the possibilities.  I have always just written what was in my head with no thought about things like repetition or clichés or even the right words in explaining things.  By doing my writing the way I have, it caught people’s attention, I guess being straight from my head and heart.  But it wasn’t catching the attention of those that would come back for more.  It’s very gratifying to get comments from writers I respect.  And, I will admit, I was very shy to give comments to those same writers (shoot any writers really) because I felt my comments were not a big deal or wouldn’t really mean anything.  I have, thankfully, realized that was the silliest thing to think. Everyone appreciates comments, feedback and likes regarding what they write.  How else will you know you are reaching people and doing it “right” for those reading your work.  In other words, knowing your writings are being read and meaning something to someone other than yourself.

So, on with my sharing for the week!

*I participated in three memes/prompts this week:

Masturbation MondayFantasies

Wicked WednesdayThe Fear is Real

Friday FlashLuck of The Draw

*Smut Marathon – The voting for Round 2 of the Smut Marathon (brought to you by Marie Rebelle of Rebel’s Notes) begins tomorrow (March 3) until Friday, March 8.  Please drop by and vote for your 3 favorite stories.

*EuphOff 2019 – Now open for entries! The EuphOff 2019 (brought to you by The Other Livvy) is now open for entries beginning March 1 and must have them posted before March 31.  Looks like great fun and you can find the rules in the link above.

*Eroticon is on March 15 (Meet & Greet) -17! Just less than two weeks away! There are so many bloggers and writers that will be there.  Everyone is excited and looking forward to meeting virtual friends in person, for the first time or once again.  You can check out many bloggers’ Eroticon Virtual Meet & Greet on their blogs or twitter (I can’t share everyone’s posts so just look for “Eroticon Virtual Meet and Greet”).

*Podcasts – I know this is not talked about much, if at all, but there are many bloggers that actually have podcasts too! If you, as a blogger, has a podcast audio and/or video, please let me know and I will include it next time 🙂

Check out these I know of and listen to:

Loving BDSM w/Kayla Lords and John Brownstone; Masturbation Monday for stories read by John Brownstone; and The Smutlancer by Kayla Lords.  They also have a YouTube Podcast for Loving BDSM! (I hope I covered them all)

Proud to be Kinky w/Floss of Floss Does Life and Bakji

Other Memes and/or Prompts to read or participate in:

Sinful Sunday

Masturbation Monday

TMI Tuesday

Wicked Wednesday

Friday Flash

Food For Thought Friday

Fantasy Smut Friday

Kink of the Week

Erotic Journal Challenge

Tell Me About…

Sex Bloggers for Mental Health

February Photo Fest brought to you by Molly’s Daily Kiss, has come to a close and if you didn’t get a chance to catch up on all the great pictures shared, you can go back here to do so!

I know I have shared a lot so hope I haven’t overwhelmed you.  Trusting you all are having a great weekend and will have a great week!

Kat xx

Luck of the Draw

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Stopping in front of one of those old fortune-teller machines to check it out, he smiles and looks at me.  “Want to see where you rate in love?” He says among the loud noise of the crowd at the fair.

“Not really.” I said.

“Oh come on, I dare you!”

“Okay fine, but these things never work right.  It’s the luck of the draw to what it tells you.”

“Okay, here, try your luck and see what it foretells.”  He hands me a coin.  I place it in the slot and I hold the lever as the light goes up and down and finally stops.

“You are both Naughty but Nice AND Smoldering! What??!?”  He is grinning from ear to ear with laughter in his eyes.

“That’s not supposed to light up but one thing.”

“Well it obviously knows where you are on this meter!” He says as he comes up behind me and wraps me in his arms. “Now let’s go home so that you can show me.”

“And you know I will!” I say as I turn to him and we kiss.  He grabs my bum as I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling me up to clasp my legs around his waist.  We catch our breath, unwind from one another and move to head through the cluster of people to the car.

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Kat xx

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The Fear Is Real

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This is not a sexy wicked story of fear.  This is real fear that is my truth to share today.  I have several fears I deal with daily.  Do you?

Mine from the past and present…Fear of disapproval, fear of letting people I love down and those around me down, fear of shame taking over, fear of losing those I love, fear of not being able to just be me and fear of losing myself again.

As a child I always had the fear of those around me, especially my parents, disapproving in me and the things I did.  Fear of not being good enough in the things  I did.  Or even just good enough for others to be around and love me.  I wanted to always make others happy and proud of me.  I avoided conflict as best I could and always was the one to try to make things better because of it.  I feared if I didn’t then I would lose the love and understanding of those around me that I loved, both family and friends.  I would feel shame if I did something wrong or what I saw as being wrong in other’s eyes.  Feeling this way was because of clues I would believe were there, such as shaking of the head, eyes looking into mine as if I was supposedly hiding something they had to find, a sigh or disappointing remark and then turning away;  so many ways for a then child up to young adult to see and take in a negative way.

Because of these things I was in constant fear of not doing things right.  Of not being good enough for anyone or for anything.  Fear that I would never find the right fit for a career, life, love, friendship, basically anything.

I felt that I wasn’t good enough in school, even though I graduated from both high school and college.   I got lower grades in both and ended up with a lower average, but still graduated and received my degree.  Proving right there I accomplished something, but in my mind it wasn’t good enough.  I know now that is wrong, but I still believed it.

Once I received my degree I started my career.  I was really good at it, to begin with, but I think with my self-doubt and feelings of not good enough, I self sabotaged myself.  Now I could be wrong in this self-analysis, but every time I did great at a job, I would end up not doing well and either looking for something new or being released from said job.

I know at the time I was married I thought and believed it was the one and only love I would need, throughout life.  Unfortunately circumstances changed and changed us to the point I felt I had lost and could not trust the relationship anymore because I had fought for it for so long and it never got better.  It was the one thing I did not give up on, for years, until I finally had to, for my own well being unfortunately.

Where friendships are concerned, I kept a safe distance from anyone.  I would get close and think I could trust and then something would happen to change the relationship or we just drifted apart.  I don’t know if this is once again self sabotage happening in these circumstances, but it happened, every time.  I have never had a really close friendship with anyone, and I think it was because in the past the person I trusted or got close to either stabbed me in the back or went away.  I felt I could never trust enough to hold on to someone who mattered that much to me.

I am not saying this for pity or for you to be sad for me.  It’s just a fact that I am coming to accept and understand and felt I should share.

I have friends now I consider close, but I am always on edge or on the lookout for the relationship to fail because of the past and that is not fair to those that are my friends. Not at all, and I know this.

So, even now, I have a hard time not being afraid that all these things will continue to be the same, happen in the same way as the past.  But I have to live my life the best way I can and I have to trust that things happen for a reason, people are in my life (or out of my life) for a reason and I am learning every day because of it.

The biggest fear I have over all is losing myself in all this.  I have before and I will not, repeat, will not, lose myself again.  I am finding myself again and learning to love the person I am, no matter what some might say, no matter how some might not approve.  I am me and I am accepting that and those around me need to, or unfortunately they need to move on.  I am working through my fears and feel confidant that one day I will be able to walk through them all, no matter how conflicted I am to do so.  I am surrounding myself with support and love.  Those that accept me for who I am now.

We all change, and hopefully for the better, because of ourselves and those around us.

Kat xx

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