So hard!!

Art by Jover

It is so hard trying to finalize one part of my life while starting a new part and not go insane or keep things level where my family is concerned.

I want my life to smoothly move from one to the other without going on a roller coaster ride doing so. Is that such a big request?

I want my new life with my wonderful Daddy to start out surrounded by calm, love and joy. Why does that have to be something so hard to accomplish??


8 thoughts on “So hard!!

  1. Life wasn’t meant to be a soft breeze. It was meant to jar you. To rock you to your core and then make you rise to it.

    I wish it weren’t so, but that’s the only explanation that makes sense.

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  2. I know you are right and that it makes you appreciate it more.
    I know I am strong but at this moment I feel exhausted and worn down.
    Not making excuses or having a pity party just want to voice my feelings and work through them, you know?
    Thank you so much💋❤️

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    1. Don’t underestimate the value of a pity party. I allow myself one at least once every month or two. Epic giant party of tears and wallow and whatever the fuck else I want. It is healing to allow yourself space to grieve for things lost, things endured and things we may never get.

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