Exploring Her Bodyscape

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Dean walks into the room after washing up and getting ready for bed.   Layna has covered herself with the duvet but only half way, so he can see her lovely naked curves he craves.  He loves to explore every twist and turn, every hill and valley of her beautiful figure.

He travels over her body with his mind. 

Her shiny long golden hair that smells of coconut and cocoa butter.  How luscious it is as it falls down to her mid-back.  Or up in a pony tail swinging from side to side as he pushes her into ecstasy.  

Her gorgeous sea blue eyes he peers into and insists look at him as he takes her.

Her long creamy neck feeling so smooth and warm as he places his hand around it, just to hold it as he teases and leads her on.  

Her chest where those beautiful bountiful breasts of hers move and bobble as he grips them and sucks them into his mouth, making them perk up the more he works them.  

Her sensitive tummy as it undulates with the feelings she takes as he gives.  The tickling, licking, feeling and nibbling that makes it do so. 

Her hips, so delicate it feels every touch and breath he slides over it, making her jump, inhale and giggle in kind.  He could play with her there for hours.

Her thighs, oh those thighs.  Succulent and so tasty he can’t keep his hands and mouth off them.  Same with her bottom.  All so beautiful when he spanks them, turning them from rose to bright red and warm to hot at the touch.  Oh just the thought makes him so hard.

And then the most magical place on her whole body, the very place that begs for his touch, to entice, thrill and take what is his.  Her pussy, that delicious cunt that he treasures and loses himself in.  The smell and taste of her.  The very essence of the woman he loves and owns.  

As he sees this all in his mind, standing beside the bed taking her in, she shifts, turns to him and lifts her hands to beg him to come to her.  He blinks and slides in under the duvet with her, takes her in his arms and ravages her, exploring her again, showing her she is his once more.  

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TMI Tuesday – Sex, Cereal and Ants

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1. What was your favorite part of yesterday?  Getting some things taken care of

2. If you could make your own porn movie, what would you call it? Would you write it, direct and/or star in the movie?  Oh crap! I have no idea! Hmmmm….. What about “Come With Me”  or “Make Me”! Ha!  I would have a part in all of it I think.  More fun that way! 😉

3. What do you like the least about sex?  Is there really something to like least about sex?? I mean, maybe when feeling insecure about myself….

4. So, now what are you planning to do?  About….?  Life? Sex? Tonight? Tomorrow?   Planning to do for what? Not sure, guess I will find out when it happens.

5. If you were a box of cereal, what would you be and why?  Fruit Loops!  I am a bit silly and fruity at times and a bit loopy….only makes sense 😉

Bonus: If you could shrink down to ant-sized, what would you do?  I would make sure I didn’t get stepped on! That wouldn’t be good! Sheesh!

Kat xx

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My #SoSS Of The Week

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#SoSS of the week. 

 I’ve been a bit under the weather this week.  I was able to do a few prompts anyway.  And will share those below.

But first…

I am absolutely so freaking excited to join in on the Smut Marathon, brought to you by rebelnotes.com, that begins 27th of January! I may not be in it long, since I don’t think I am as great a writer as so many that are participating this year, but I am really excited to learn more about my writing and what works so that I can become a better writer than I am.

There are so many great prompts being offered right now to participate in.  Not only the usual weekly prompts but there are some new ones that are being offered now as well and I will list them all.  There are those that have a guest that picks out the top 3 and then there are those that are just fun to participate in and share.

And so let’s begin:

Masturbation Monday:

Marie Rebel was the guest judge this week to choose her top three in the Masturbation Monday prompt.

The three she chose are : 

  1. The Interview by Sarah Helena Hart
  2. I Took It by Kayla Lords
  3. Come To Me by Floss

Wicked Wednesday:

Floss was the guest judge this week to choose her top three in the Wicked Wednesday prompt.

The three she chose are :

  1. Your Loss by Molly Moore
  2. What Greta Did by Posy Churchgate
  3. Doing It By The Book by Ella Scandal

(These are the ones chosen prior to my #SoSS  🙂  )

**Now, the rest of the prompts offered, along with Masturbation Monday and Wicked Wednesday, are as follows and you can join in at any time:

Sinful Sunday – by Molly Moore

TMI Tuesday 

Friday Flash – by F Dot Leonora

Menstruation Matters – by A to Sub Bee

Sex Bloggers for Mental Health – by Sassy Cat

The Erotic Journal Challenge – by Brigit Delaney

The prompts I joined in this week are:

*Masturbation Monday – Sexy Tease

*TMI Tuesday

*The Erotic Journal Challenge – Discovering Your Sexuality

I am exhausted from this last week but was determined to get this in by the end of the weekend.  

Everyone have a happy week!

Kat xx

Discovering your Sexuality

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Well, I wrote this because it was something that hit me as I have been reading other posts and listening to a couple of podcasts this morning.  

Then a light bulb went off in my head that it coincides with Brigit Delaney’s Erotic Journal Challenge for this week, “When did you discover your own sexuality?” At least a bit…

Thinking back to my younger years, I can see I was definitely a sexual being.  Maybe that is how most are, but growing up in the land of the bible belt and not being sexually informed, but for a sex ed class, I knew barely anything about sex. Being fingered by a young boy that doesn’t know what he is doing, or rubbing my cunt on a teddy bear to feel pleasure, etc…are just a few memories of my young sexual self.  There were plenty of boys I had crushes on as I was growing up, but I didn’t really have an “official” boyfriend until the summer of my junior year in high school, with my first knock-me-off-my-feet-kiss and the joy of being “felt up”, which only lasted during the summer.  Then there was the summer of my senior year, which also didn’t last long (which I believe was because I wouldn’t have sex then as well, even though I wanted to so badly) because once again, my shame of what that might mean and what might happen.  

I have learned so much about myself in the last few years.  Reading other sex bloggers’ posts shows me I was definitely a “late bloomer” as I always thought (having my first penetrative sex at age 20).  And I am pretty positive that I am one of the older bloggers (once again the late bloomer) here in writing. 

I have a confession to make….(*both hands over face) I have fudged on my age.  One reason is protection, so that if someone in my family found out about this blog, they wouldn’t put two and two together (regarding age and what I write about) that it is me.  The second reason is I am embarrassed or “ashamed”, for whatever reason, that I am older and just getting into this world of sex/BDSM/writing/blogging.  

In the last, let’s say, six years is when my whole world began to change.  I felt, prior to this, that there was something missing but was not sure what.  Then I started reading books to escape my life and things going on in it.  I have always loved reading and the escape you get by losing yourself in a book.  I admit, 50 Shades was one of the groups of books I read that turned my mind and brought an understanding of what might be missing.  However, knowing the criticism against her writing and what the books misrepresented made me continue looking for more books and reading in the subject of BDSM and what all this new world was about.  I started researching and talking to people on social media. Once I had more information I realized what was missing in my life and how to go about possibly getting my needs met.  But by doing this I would disrupt everything, shake it up and change it.  This scared the shit out of me!

Doing this modification at this time wasn’t only about this transformation, but my marriage was failing and I had tried so many times to “fix” it and make things right.  You can’t fix something if the other person doesn’t admit there is a problem and that something needs to be fixed and worked on.  

This is something I will have to write about another day.  We both were responsible for our failed marriage and I will never ever blame him for all of it, no matter how big a part each of us played.  But it played a major role in my changing, realizing I had a problem along with acknowledging I needed a change in my life.

With my awareness and research, I ended up writing a book.  My first one. And I know it’s not great, but it is mine.   After doing that I understood that I love writing and wanted to do more.  But I didn’t know how to go about it.  So, I just enjoyed social media and did really well with that.  Sharing pictures and enjoying getting to know other people there and developing some great friendships.

That is where I met Daddy.  We had an immediate connection and have developed into a wonderful relationship since.  He supports me in all that I do and he is the one that introduced me to Kayla and John’s podcast “Loving BDSM”!  He even supported and encouraged me when I said I would like to start a blog so I could write more.  

With my blog I am blessed because I have over 200 followers already and I know it can’t be from my inexperienced writing.  (Or maybe it is because of that, who knows. Ha!)  I have a feeling it is because of my wonderful followers on tumblr and Twitter.  But I am amazed and so thankful. I have also found many that go through or have gone through similar experiences as I have.  It is a wonderful community full of support and sharing.

Back on subject…now that I know and have experienced my own kink and D/s that I enjoy, I am happy and want to know more and experience more.  

I feel free to be me.  To share things that I was never able to share before.  I love the friends I have made and love that I am adding to my knowledge so much.  I have said it before, but I love learning.  I soak it in and, even though I may not use what I have seen, heard or read about, or recognize that it’s not for me, I love that I am aware of the rich diversity of other people’s sexuality. It helps me to grow as a person.  

I know, for myself, that reading what others write and share have helped me so I hope my love for writing and sharing returns that in kind.  

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TMI Tuesday – Do Your Thang

Do your thang! TMI Tuesday.

1. Who has the tendency to hold a grudge–you or your significant other?  I honestly don’t think either one of us do.  We move on

2. The last time you had sex, was it meaningful (making love) or trivial (getting a much needed fuck)?  Oh it was both! Was meaningful with some much needed fucking! 😉

3. Do you have sex with your eyes open or closed? Both…isn’t that the norm?

4. When arguing with a loved one, who is most likely to “hit below the belt*” first?
*attacking your partner’s character or something personal about them.  Hmmm….my ex used to do that but, no, we don’t do that.

5. Is sex with your best friend a dream come true or the worst nightmare?  It depends on how you look at it.  If you consider your lover/partner your best friend than it is a dream come true.  If you have had sex with your best friend it could become a nightmare if something goes wrong in your relationship.  At least that is how I see it.

Bonus: Share with us your best tip for making your online dating profile standout.

Never did an online dating profile before.  I would think being completely honest would make you standout more than anything, but who am I to say?

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Sexy Tease

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Little Switch Bitch ‘s  picture is gorgeous and beautiful.  It definitely got my story juices flowing.  Hopefully did so for others as well  😉

So, this is the prompt for this week’s Masturbation Monday.  

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She walks into the room and stops in the doorway.  Dressed in her black corset, black stockings and garter belt, thong that ties on the each side for easy access, and black stilettos, she poses with one hand on the frame and one on her hip.  Her hair is pulled up in a high pony tail, just as he loves it.

He is on the recliner enjoying the newspaper, as he always does once he is done with work.

She watches him for a few minutes to see if he realizes she has walked into the room.  Even if he has realized, he has not acknowledged it, and continues reading the paper.  So she saunters over to the wall in front of him and turns her back to him, placing her hands on the wall, spreading her legs apart and sticks her bottom out to him.  

She hears him clear his throat and so she looks over her shoulder to see if he is watching.  He is looking at the newspaper but she saw a slight movement of his head and eyes as she looked back. As she watches him, she wiggles her butt to see if he will react.  His eyebrows raise but that is all he does.  So she pushes from the wall and turns on her sexy heels, kneels to the carpeted floor and slowly, like a cat on the prowl, crawls to his chair with hips swaying.

As she reaches him, she kneels before him, sliding her hands from his knees up his legs to his loins, and back down again.  She does this a few times and each time gets closer to his groin area and notices with the strokes she gives, his trousers are getting tighter as his cock gets harder.  

She places her hand on the top of his waist band at the zipper and says, “Daddy, may I?”

“Yes my naughty kitten, you may.”

She grins as she unzips his trousers and releases his growing shaft from its confinement.  As she does, she caresses the head first, taking her fingers, circling the bulb for a few minutes before moving her right hand to enclose and slide down his cock and back up again in a slow motion.  

Hearing him groan in appreciation spurs her on and she leans in, circling her tongue around the tip and sliding it slowly into her mouth and back out again.  She continues this in a steady motion as he starts to raise his pelvis and push deeper into her throat.  With this, the more turned on and wet she becomes.  

She wants desperately for him to come and so continues to suck, lick and take him in deeper until he finally lets go.  She feels his release slide down her throat and he moans as he does so.  

“Oh kitten, you’re such a naughty good girl.  Now it’s Daddy’s turn.”  

As he says this he stands and tells her to kneel up on his chair with her arms over the back.  He leaves the room for a few minutes and when he returns he has a paddle, crop and toy in his hands.  

“Just for that unexpected pleasure my girl, you will be getting a good girl spanking and Daddy will then have fun with his little kitten toy.  Okay?”

“Oh yes, Daddy, thank you!”

He begins his warm up.  She so loves being his sexy tease.

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Kat xx

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There I Go Again

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I really hate when I have too much time and quiet on my hands.  I went through some anxiety and over thinking yesterday. Even while trying to keep myself busy and away from it. Hate that!

Was doing the anxious, overthinking, crying, believing false voices in my head kind of thing.  Here I thought I was getting away from that and handling things better than I have been. Not! At least not yesterday.

Thing is, when my man, my Daddy, is not here and I can’t be with him to share in something that means a lot to him and a lot to me, it spurs my mind to do that crazy stuff and put me in a mode I can’t deal with very well.  You know what I mean?

My mind’s voice starts working on me negatively.  Telling me things that are untrue and that make me fall into that depressive unhappy non-loving myself mode.

So I got in touch with a couple of close friends and they got me through the rest of the evening as well as talking to Daddy.

I am a blessed and lucky girl even though at times I don’t feel like it.

Kat xx