Do you ever get scared?

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Do you ever get scared?

Being the over thinking, over analyzing person I am I do maybe a bit more than some.  Then again, maybe mine is like others as well.

Getting scared of things like making the wrong decisions; in relationships, things I do, things I say, people I contact, etc….  I don’t know if you would even call it scared. Maybe uncertainty, nervous, anxiety and things like that instead.

All I know is I have a lot of that any more.  Where I used to be confident in what I did, said, handled things, etc…, I no longer am that person anymore.  I really don’t get it.  Although, I am finding out so much more about me at this time in my life.  I am finding the me I never knew. I guess because I now have the time to do so.

I am finding this world that I have just existed on, has so much more to offer and to see than I ever knew.  I never opened myself up to more until recently and wow, there is so much to experience and be a part of! I want to get outside this box I have been living in and do so much more.  I’m excited about the thought, yet scared at the same time.

So here I am back to the initial thought.  Is it scared or something more?

KK xx

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100 Followers!

I know it’s silly, but I just realized I have 100 followers!! I am surprised, exited and thankful. When I started this blog I just wanted somewhere I could share my thoughts, outlooks and writings. I am getting to know some great people that share my views on things and that I learn a lot from too.

Thank you to all that follow me. I look forward to so much more!

KK xx

Pain and Pleasure…Con’t from Shaving – NSFW

“Okay Kitten, your turn. Now go get me a couple of paddles, wood and leather, and the crop.”

I run over to our toy box and pull these items out, going back over to Daddy and place them on the bed as he directs.

“Good girl.  Now lie over the foot board with a pillow and widen those legs, baby.”  I do as he directs and I wait.

He walks over, behind me to the other side of me and says, “Are you ready, Kitten?”

“Yes Sir, I am ready.”

“Okay I will start with a warm up.” And he starts by lightly tapping each cheek all around with the smaller wooden paddle.  It is stingy and I feel my butt getting warmer as he continues.  He then pauses and asks, “Warmed up enough, Kitten?”

“Yes Sir, Daddy.”

“Good girl,” he says. Then he begins harder spanks with the wooden paddle.  I gasp at the sharpness of each contact and he then says, “10 more on each cheek, babygirl. Count them for me after each one.”

“Yes Sir,” I say.

As he begins I proceed to count, “One, thank you Daddy, may I have another?”…

I am almost yelping at the end of the last 10.  He then changes over to the leather paddle at this point.

“Okay Kitten, pull your knickers down to the top of your thighs. We will do 12 on each cheek. Ready?”

“Yes Sir.”

After the 12 on each, I am moaning at this point.  He then does 5 on each thigh, both back and front.

He changes over to the crop.  One of my favorite implements.

He peppers my cheeks, thighs and pussy with the crop.  He tells me to pull my knickers back up and has me lie on the bed on my back.  He continues to pop my pussy with the crop. I can’t help myself and giggle for a second from the sensation.

He stops and goes over to the toy box and gets a couple of our favorite toys, including my smaller wand.  He begins with our small vibrator and places it on my clit.  He says he wants me to cum for him in my knickers first.

Mmmm….it feels so good and I am so sensitive after the spanking that I can feel it won’t take much before I cum for him.  As I think this, I am getting close and cry out “May I cum Daddy, Please!”  He says, “Yes, baby, cum for me.” And I do, just that fast.

He stops and changes over to the small wand and tells me to take off my knickers so he can get to my beautiful cunt.  I do this and he starts the wand buzzing on my cunt and clit.

He gets down between my thighs and starts licking my pussy, circling my clit and sucking on it.  I moan as he is working all the sensitive spots and I am enjoying every touch he gives me along with the wand.  I feel the quickening of my pulse and the closer I am getting to going over the edge.

“Oh Daddy!”

“Yes, babygirl…?”

“Mmmm….Oh Daddy!”

“Yes, baby, cum for Daddy. You know you want to.”

Then it suddenly hits me and I can’t hold back any longer.  “Daddy!! Please…can I cum???”

“Yes, Kitten, cum for Daddy now!”

I cum so hard I shout out and am shaking with the extreme feelings of it all.  I can’t stop shaking or coming and he finally takes the wand away.  I start to calm down and catch my breath.  He comes to me and holds me through my sobs and racing heart.  I quietly kiss him and thank him.  He tells me there is no need for me to thank him, but I feel the need to thank him any time he gives me pleasure, and even spankings.

It is what we do. Give each other pleasure and are thankful for it.

KK

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Experiences in this lifestyle

Since being with Daddy and delving into this D/s lifestyle, there have been so many things I never thought I would do, feel or experience.

From knowing I am submissive, to realizing so many kinks I never thought I would enjoy, it’s been a grand ride! I am learning so much and loving it. For I am one that loves to learn and experience new things all the time.

Let’s see how many things I can list:

  1. Daily pictures of both day time knickers and night time knickers
  2. Butt plug wearing
  3. Kegel balls wearing
  4. Vibrator by app play
  5. Play time with Daddy setting the scene and my imagination taking me right along with him to orgasm
  6. Daddy sending me play costumes to wear for him for playtimes
  7. Daddy sending me lingerie, stockings and a butt load of knickers (his passion)
  8. Daddy getting implements (paddles…so many paddles, crops, floggers, etc…), toys, blind folds…
  9. Going to places I’ve never been before
  10. Guidance in organizing my life
  11. Guidance in helping with my mantra
  12. Daddy giving me so much support in my writing and doing things I love doing, creative wise

I know there is more but stopping there. A great start to my experiences in this lifestyle❣️ Thank you, Daddy❤️

I hope it brought some great memories back to you with my sharing mine!

KK xx

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Vent time…

I have something that is foremost on my mind. Something that has bothered me for the past few years on and off and has come to my attention yet again. Soooo, I just need to vent for s moment….

Why are people so judgmental and stick their noses into other people’s business?? Either they think they are helping or they assume they see and know something that is only partial on the surface, not knowing the whole story. Then they stick their unwelcome noses into someone’s business!

I am seriously tired of people butting into my business and not knowing the whole story‼️ I just want to say, “What? You’re so bored and unhappy with yours, but you have to make someone else’s life miserable??”

“Go ahead and walk in my shoes for a while, then you will get the picture. Otherwise…My life is MY LIFE…Get a life and butt out of mine!”

Just had to get that frustration out of my head.🙈

So sorry…thank you for giving me some venting space💋xx

KK

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